Ya Rasulullah,

from young, i knew that you loved us,

but there are only so many things I know but never acknowledge.

and only when my broken and undeserving self slowly start to yearn and love you, that i begin to comprehend  your love

just like how gold fixes ceramic

your light illuminates, seeps through my broken heart, and it is whole again.

yet still, your love and light is incomparable, more than our hearts can ever comprehend

so i will continue loving and emulating you. And I will never stop reminding others of the love you have for them.

if only, through these miniscule efforts, I could return your love for me.

if only.

Ya Rasulullah,

please, don’t let me slip and fall