BismIllah arRahman arRaheem
Wassalat wassalam ‘ala ashraf al mursaleen, Sayyidina Muhammad, wa’ala aalihi wasahbihi ajma’een.
Ya Rasul Allah,
Why am I so lonely and so angry?
Why am I dissatisfied and looking for someone to blame?
Why do I worry and resist?
Why do I feel stuck and like I’m on autopilot?
Why is it so hard to stay silent and not hurt others?
Why is it so hard to be consistent? To act and not react?
Where is my sense of urgency? What am I waiting for?
Is my heart dead?
Oh Mother….love me. Take away my pain.
Oh Father….raise me. Rid me of these bad habits.
Oh Teacher…find me, guide me.
Oh Doctor….heal me from these diseases.
Oh Friend….take my hand. Stay with me.
Ya Rasul Allah…I need you.