From Um Younes

Bismillahi ArRahmanir Rahim

As salamu alayka Ya beloved Nabi

Allahumma salli wa sallim wa barik `alaa Sayyidinaa Muhammadini ‘l-faatihi limaa ughliq, wa ‘l-khaatimi limaa sabaq, naasiri ‘l-haqqi bi ‘l-haqq, wa ‘l-haadi ilaa siraatika ‘l-mustaqeem, wa `alaa aalihi haqqa qadrihi wa miqdaarihi ‘l-`azheem.

O Allah, bless our Master Muhammad, who opened what was closed and who sealed what had gone before; he makes the Truth victorious by the Truth and he is the guide to Your Straight Path and bless his Household as it befits his immense stature and splendor.

Where do I start? My heart is full of love for you, as it has been never ever for anyone else before, but how can I express this love to you oh Dear Beloved Rasulallah  . My language is German and expressing this love in another than my language is not only difficult.  Words in whatever language can’t describe what I feel for you. I am desperate without the love for you oh Rasuallah  . My life is empty, nothing and absolutely worthless without the love for you. I am so grateful that I learn about you. Not much, I can never ever, get enough of you or learn enough of you! Learning about you fills the emptiness in my life.  I have been Muslim for 20 years now, however I just recently started really learning about you. The more I learn now, the more I yearn for you oh Beloved RasulAllah . Now I know what I missed my whole life and still miss.  I miss you so very much, that words can’t describe my yearning. My heart is yearning for you oh Dear Beloved RasulAllah  . I want to see you and I want to be in your presence and in the presence of Allah Asawjal. I want to learn straight from you, listen to you, Oh dear Beloved RasulAllah .  But I am unworthy of you. I am a sinner and a looser, how can I ever get into a state where you would recognize me and love me. That is impossible. But this is all I want, all that I yearn for! I am nothing without knowing you, without loving you. You have lived so long time ago, and you said that you miss the people who are born in a time far away of yours. That means also that you missed the people of this time too. That gives me hope! Yet, I don’t deserve you love, however I yearn for you so very much! You are the one who gives sense into my life into my very being. So much so, that I believe you are right here with me, with us, in this time, in this age. Especially, when we do Ziara. People collected your sweat and your hair. People collected your clothes and your shoes. They are all blessed witnesses of you and when we do Ziara, I am so excited, I am so very excited that I cry all the time. I am singing out my love and joy for you. I can’t hold myself; I am in tears that my throat hurts and I am singing full of joy.  I can’t hold it and when I tell people about your Ziara, I am in tears and I can’t stop it. It is for me as if you are there, personally, even if we can’t see you, you are present. I feel you and your presence. It is as you invite us, me. I want to share this bliss and I am not able to tell people properly as I am just in tears. So happy that this happened and will happen again and again. I travel the world for your ziara, for you and to be in your presence.  No way is to far or to long for me to meet with you, to be with you. But all this is not enough for me. I want to see you, be with you in you blessed holy beloved presence ya Rasulallah  .

Your beloved daughter, our beloved mother Fatima as loved you so much, so very much that she asked for a dowry when you asked her to marry the noble Imam Ali ra. She ra asked a dowry that you couldn’t give nor grant her, but Allah Asawjal, He Most High granted her the dowry. A dowry, which no one ever asked before or ever one would think of.  She asked out of shire love for you Oh Beloved  ! We can’t imagine, how much she loves you, despite we see how much she loved you and will forever love you. Our beloved mother Fatima ra carries the burden of the Ummah that you carry. That was her dowry. Her concern was the Muslim Ummah as it was yours; even we or let’s say most of the Ummah weren’t present in your time. That is a love that no one can describe or grabs. There are so many stories of sahaba, companions, and their love for you. Or Allah Asawjal Most High Himself created this entire universe, this world in all its little details out of LOVE for YOU ya Rasulallah  . You have been present in all the holy Prophets peace and blessings of Allah Asawjal be with all of them, starting in the beginning of time with Prophet Adam as. Prophet Adam as loved you and wanted to see you, he longed for you Ya RasulAllah  . The entire universe yearns for you Ya RasulAllah  . You have been present in all the Awlija that have been in this world and you are present in all the Awlija that are now present in this world. I ask Allah swt to guide me to learn more of you from the Awliya to love you more and I pray to see you. When we visit Shaykh Hisham I feel that I come closer to you but this is not yet enough. I want to see you Ya RasulAllah   please grant me the blessing of seeing you. Ya Allah please grant me the blessing of seeing my Beloved RasulAllah  . Ya RasulAllah  , please intercede for us, for my son, for me, for all our friends, for all we love. I ask Allah Asawjal to protect us all and to guide us all closer to you and to HIM MOST HIGH. Make the truth clear and the false clear. Allahumma  arina al-haqqa haqqan warzuqna ittiba’ah, wa arina al-batila batilan warzuqna ijtinabah

O Allah! Show us Truth as Truth and give us ability to follow it and show us Falsehood as Falsehood and give us the ability to avoid it and protect us from the Dajal.

Allahumma Salli `ala Sayyidina Muhammadin Tibbil qulubi wa dawaa’iha, Wa `afiyatil abdaani wa shifai’ha, Wa nuril absari wa dhiya’iha, Wa `ala Aalihi wa Sahbihi wa Sallim.

O Lord! Send blessings on our master Muhammad, The medicine of hearts and their cure. The health of bodies and their healing. The light of eyes and their illumination; and upon his family, companions, send peace.

Allahumma salli `ala roohi Sayyidina Muhammad fi ‘l-arwaahi wa `ala jasadihi fi ‘l-ajsaadi wa `ala qabrihi fi ‘l-quboori wa `ala aalihi wa sahbihi wa sallim.

O Allah! Shower Your Blessings on the soul of Muhammad amongst all souls, and on the body of Muhammad amongst all bodies, and on the grave of Muhammad amongst all graves.

Allahumma salli wa sallim wa barik `alaa Sayyidinaa Muhammadini ‘l-faatihi limaa ughliq, wa ‘l-khaatimi limaa sabaq, naasiri ‘l-haqqi bi ‘l-haqq, wa ‘l-haadi ilaa siraatika ‘l-mustaqeem, wa `alaa aalihi haqqa qadrihi wa miqdaarihi ‘l-`azheem.

O Allah, bless our Master Muhammad, who opened what was closed and who sealed what had gone before; he makes the Truth victorious by the Truth and he is the guide to Your Straight Path and bless his Household as it befits his immense stature and splendor.

Humbly Um Younes

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